The Second Time Is Always
By Pamela Thompson DKS18@hotmail.com
CONTENT: M/F consensual sex (Buffy/Angel)
SUMMARY: In response to the Angel the Aggresor challenge
DISCLAIMER: Say it with me "I own none of these characters. They belong to Joss Whedon, the WB, Mutant Enemy, Sandollar, and Fox." If they were mine, Becoming would have never happened. I'll put them back where they belong, promise!
NOTES: This is my first feeble attempt at fanfic, please don't make me cry, I'm a sensitive child. Big huge thatnks to Diane, cuz now, thanks to her proofreading, I won't look quite as dumb. Also, thanks to Lady Sirona and Mistress Angel, who have totally inspired me! Here goes:
// marks character internal thoughts//
The Second Time Is Always Better
The Bronze was packed. It was Friday night, after the first week of school, and Everclear was performing. Buffy Summers was having a grand time dancing with her best bud, Xander Harris. She had a night off! //This couldnt get much better!// she smiled to herself. //Well, actually, it could. If Angel was here it would be a LOT better!// That, however, was highly unlikely. //Because if he came here, then he might actually have fun! Couldnt have that!// He was even human again, so they could do all kinds of fun stuff like go out for picnics in the middle of the day, but Angel still felt guilt. She glanced back at the table where her other best friend, Willow Rosenberg, was sitting
at with her boyfriend, Oz. //Oz is a werewolf. Three nights a month he has to chain himself up so he doesnt go on a killing spree! And he doesnt brood!// Oh well, Angel was cute enough that he made up for it.
The song ended. The new one had a slower beat.
Xander and Buffy moved close together and Xander grabbed her hips.
It was funny how if Angel had been doing this, it would have been
so sexy, but it was only Xander it was just fun. //Does
Xander feel the same about me and Cordelia?// She wondered
with a shudder. It had been almost eight months since
everyone found out that the two of them had that whole hateful
passion thing going, and it still was weird. Cordelia
was spending the weekend shopping in LA, so at least Buffy
wasnt the only dateless one.
Here is the money that I owe you,
Yes you can pay the bills.
I will give you more when I get paid again.
Buffy turned around so that her back was to Xander, and he grabbed her hips again. They swayed to the beat sexily. //Might as well. Its not like Angel is going to see us and get jealous anyway.//
Yeah, guess Im doing okay,
moved in with the strangest guy.
Would you believe he actually thinks that I am really alive?
Xander felt a tap on his shoulder and released Buffys hips as he turned around to see her boyfriend behind him. When he stopped dancing, Buffy turned around to see what was going on and was more than a little surprised, as well as excited, to see Angel, with a look on his face that didnt tell her if he was angry, hurt, or just not caring.
May I cut in? he said in a very deep and sexy voice.
Xander rolled his eyes, knowing if he refused hed end up
in lots of pain. Whatever.
Angel grabbed Buffy shoulders and pulled her to him. He slowly ran his hands down to her hips, and they began to sway to the beat of the music.
Ooh, I will buy you a garden,
where your flowers can bloom.
I will buy you a new car,
perfect, shiny and new.
I will buy you a new house,
way up in the west hills.
I will buy you a new life.
Yes I will.
I didnt think you were gonna show. Buffy said coyly.
I could tell. Angel answered teasingly.
What is that supposed to mean?
It means I saw you pretending Xander was me.
I know, Xander really is a poor substitute, isnt he? He continued, I should be really offended, Honey.
Why would I want to pretend Xander was you? Buffy asked. She knew he was baiting her, but she didnt care.
Oh, you didnt want to, but you were desperate! He replied, chuckling at Buffys scoff. You really, really need me. And I wasnt here. Thats why Im not mad. Im not fulfilling my boyfriendly duties.
//Boyfriendly duties? Where is he getting this crap?// But still, as retarded as it sounded, his voice was so sexy that it worked.
I have been telling you that for months! Why are you starting to listen now? Are you possessed? She asked, not completely kidding.
He laughed. Then leaned down and claimed her mouth as his in a searing kiss. Luckily, he was human now, and also had to breathe, so it only lasted a few minutes.
Oh wow! You must be possessed! But who even cares! smiled Buffy. //Now if only I could get him to do more than kiss!//
He leaned over and whispered in her ear. His hot breath tickled her, and sent chills down her spine, as he whispered, By the way, I really like your dress.
Buffy smiled. She had worn it especially for him, in hopes that he would be making an appearance that night. It was navy blue, nothing more really than a piece of fabric tightly wrapped around her body. It ended at about mid thigh, but was even shorter when she sat down. All she had to do was get him to the damn table and get in his lap. //Yeah, thatll happen.//
He smiled down at her and said Arent you a little young to be wearing that? Dont get me wrong, Im not complaining, but what would your mother say? I cant believe she let you out wearing that tiny little thing!
She narrowed her eyes. She didnt. Mom is in LA, some convention about owning small galleries. I told you last week.
He looked very casual, too casual. Oh, it must
have slipped my mind.
Ill bet. Buffy replied, playing it cool, although her heart was beating 100 times faster than normal.
Suddenly, he pulled away from her. Well, you better go home.
Its almost eleven-thirty. Youre only 17.
Kiss my ass.
He smiled, seductively. Ooh, dont say things like that to a guy unless you plan on making good on it.
//Two can play this game// She smiled equally
seductively as she pressed her body against his. Who
said I didnt?
He grabbed her hand and softly rubbed circles into the back of it with his thumb. How about I walk you home?
Buffy found that she was liking this idea more and more. Hmmm, okay. Just give me a sec.
She walked back to the table where Willow, Oz and Xander were engaged in some sort of trivia game. She grabbed her purse and said, Well, its late, I better get to bed -- uh, go home.
Willow gave her a confused look and Xander gave her his yeah right look. She shrugged and hurried off. She had to move fast before the spell on Angel wore off and he remembered he was Caution Man.
Bed? Its not even midnight. Willow wondered as she stared at her friends retreating form.
Yeah, it would be early to go to sleep. But I seriously doubt that her plans include sleep. Xander informed her as they watched Buffy grab Angels hand and they headed toward the door together.
Oh! Willow said, as realization hit.
As much as Buffy wanted to get Angel in her bed, she did enjoy these walks with him. So peaceful, so relaxing. Just the two of them. They didnt have to talk. It was just nice knowing he was there. She felt safe. Buffy knew it was ridiculous -- she was the slayer. But Angel could protect her from something she couldnt. Sure, she could fight vampires or any other demons the Hellmouth could spew out, but she couldnt fight loneliness. Only he could help her with that. In those months that her Angel had been gone, when Angelus had been there, she was so lonely. Even when she was in the library with Giles and all the rest of the gang, she felt alone. Angel was the only one who could
begin to understand her. Even now that he was human, he wasnt really what you could call normal. How many humans had fed off blood for two hundred and some odd years, had not been able to go out in the sun, had been sent to hell, then had left hell after a demon had been ripped from their body? Not very many, thats for sure.
They arrived at the her house. This was usually the part she hated, the part where they said goodbye. But not tonight. Tonight belonged to them. They could make love all night long, like they should have done the first time. And when she woke up the next morning, he would be
there. They could do whatever they wanted the next day. Go to the park, watch TV, stay in bed. //Hmm, that sounds nice!// Buffy smiled to herself.
Well, take care, make sure you lock the door behind you. Angel said, as if he were about to leave her at the door. As if Buffy would let him.
Excuse me? I dont think so. Buffy dared him.
Are you suggesting that I go into your mothers home with you when she is out of town? How un-gentlemanlike! Angel said, feigning offense.
Oh, but it is gentlemanlike to allow a young girl to go into a big empty house alone, without checking for dangers that may lurk inside, without tucking her in, or allow her to awake from nightmares all alone with nobody to comfort her? reasoned Buffy.
Angel pretended to consider it a moment. Oh, I guess youre right.
As usual. Buffy smiled triumphantly as she
opened the door and flicked on the light.
Angel walked in behind her and picked her up in his arms and kicked the door closed with his foot. He turned around so that she could bolt the door, then he moved his head from side to side. Well, I dont see any dangerous criminals down here. We should check your room!
Buffy smiled at him mischievously. Sounds like a plan to me!
As he carried her through her bedroom door, he began to kiss
her passionately. He decided that the dim light radiated by
the small lamp she had left on was perfect. He gently laid
her on the bed. He thought she looked so beautiful.
Her lips were slightly swollen and red from their kissing, her
eyes were dark with desire. He laid on his side next to her
and gently ran his finger down the side of her face.
Buffy, I want tonight to be special. I want it to be like how it should have been the first time.
She looked at him and smiled sweetly. As long as youre here when I wake up.
Oh, I will, my Love, I will, he promised as he leaned down and resumed their kissing.
He moved on top of her, with one of his legs in between hers.
She moved her hands under his jacket and he helped her push it
off, followed by his silk shirt. Thinking ahead, he kicked
off his shoes and pulled off his socks. Then he started
moving down her body, leaving her mouth and
moving to her jaw, then neck, then over to her shoulder and down her arm. When he got down to her hand he sucked on her index finger. He wanted to taste every bitof her. After that he moved down to kiss her thigh, and her knee. He lifted her leg up and licked the under side of her knee. It drove her wild with desire.
//Who knew that spot was so erotic? Well, obviously Angel.// Buffy wondered what else Angel was planning on teaching her. //Hmm, a couple hundred years of experience... I bet there are a lot of fun things for him to teach me! Ive never been so eager to learn!//
Angel went on, kissing her shin and sliding both her heels off, licking and sucking her toes. How she loved that tongue! But he had his own plans. She had to be patient and trust Angel. That was no problem. She knew that Angel, more than anyone else, would make sure she was satisfied.
Suddenly, he moved back up to her mouth, and their tongues wrestled savagely. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her so that she was on her side. He pulled the zipper at the back of her dress down, then got up on his knees and reached for the hem and pulled it down. Her breasts were even more beautiful than he remembered. He took one of her taut nipples in his mouth and gently sucked, while rubbing the twin with his thumb. Buffy moaned deeply. Angel seemed to know more about what her body liked than she did. He grabbed the waistband of her silk black thong and she lifted her hips to aid him in pulling them down. He pushed her lips apart using two fingers and rubbed her entrance.
Ohh, Angel! She moaned.
He loved the way she said his name; it was so full of need, of
She looked up at him, slightly confused. I dont get it.
Now it was his turn to be confused. What?
Buffy grinned. Why am I completely naked and youre only half naked? That doesnt seem fair!
A matching grin appeared on his face. Im sorry my Love. You are absolutely right.
He moved his hands down to the button of his pants.
Ill help Lover! she offered seductively.
Angel allowed Buffy to unbutton his pants and pull down his
zipper. Then he pulled them down and kicked them off the rest off
the way. Buffy, patience not being one of her virtues, put her
hand inside his underwear and encircled him as best she could
with her tiny hand. He quickly pulled down his underwear as
well. He was already hard as a rock and he knew he had to
have her soon!
Now, Angel? Buffy begged.
Anything you want. He smiled as he spread her thighs further apart and covered her with his body.
Buffy could hardly stand it. She had waited so long.
He entered her slowly, allowing for her to adjust to his size. It took every bit of self control he could muster not to start pumping into her as fast as he could, but she was still quite virginal.
After a moment, he pulled about halfway out, then thrust back in. Buffy moaned with pleasure. He continued to pump, faster and harder. Buffy came, thrashing about and screaming his name. That turned him on even more. He kept pumping into her harder and harder, faster and faster. He was so close and he could tell she was as well. After a few more thrusts he screamed her name and came inside her. Buffy joined him. Exhausted, he fell atop her. She wrapped her arms around him and
After a few moments, Angel still rather breathlessly teased, God, Buffy, Im a mere mortal, that could kill me.
Buffy laughed. Oh really? She gave him
a playful shove. Then get the hell off of me and
sleep on the couch. Ill go call Xander.
Oh great, Im completely exhausted after the best night of lovemaking in my life! Now youre gonna make me fight Xander?
Of course not, Lover! I couldnt stop loving you if I tried! She smiled sweetly and kissed him.
Good! Now shut up and go to sleep! He grinned and gave her another kiss.
And with that, the slayer and her love fell asleep in each others' arms, the happiest place they could dream of being.
Okay, I hope that didn't suck too much! That was quite possibly the
scariest thing ever!
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